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Anyone else getting a massive wave of culture shock? It's totally kicking my ass right now. I got a nice little gig set up here above a bar, but the catch is I gotta work. But yeah, people are coming and going like crazy around here. Weird outfits, weird hairstyles. Seeing everyone go crazy about freedom is pretty freakin' cool. Nobody needs some stuffy old dude sittin' in a golden high chair sucking his royal thumb and giving out orders all the time.
Not gonna lie, I've seen some pretty big palaces before, but I totally wanna raid the hell out of Versailles.
So anyway, is it like this all the time when you guys get a new mission? I've never been to Paris before, but I kinda know what it looks like from pictures back in my own time? Universe? Good luck getting your head around that shit, it's way too deep for me. I was all excited to see the Eiffel Tower, but apparently it's not gonna exist for like... a hundred years.
Not gonna lie, I've seen some pretty big palaces before, but I totally wanna raid the hell out of Versailles.
So anyway, is it like this all the time when you guys get a new mission? I've never been to Paris before, but I kinda know what it looks like from pictures back in my own time? Universe? Good luck getting your head around that shit, it's way too deep for me. I was all excited to see the Eiffel Tower, but apparently it's not gonna exist for like... a hundred years.

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Ryuji's heart feels heavier and heavier when he talks to Ashitaka. Usually when he's talking to someone serious, like Yusuke, or dealing with something that's rather tough to chew on, he finds his thoughts drifting away and he has to remember to keep himself focused or else he's going to lose grasp of what's going on. Whoever this guy is, though, Ryuji just wants to sit with. Listen to his stories. And maybe he won't have the patience for it in the end, but he never thought of Japan as anything mysterious or vague. A trip to the forest in his time was mostly for camping. No poisons, no wars, no curses or gods.
He's pretty quick with his reply back to Ashitaka, and as always, he's earnest and straight forward.]
You're a really cool guy.
Ah, sorry! I know that's like, way off track, but I keep sittin' here wantin' to say it, so I figured I'd get it off my chest before I forget it.
Anyway, if the land is gone and the gods are gone... uh, how are you cursed? Shouldn't that shit have like, some sort of source that's keepin' it in you?
I CANNOT GET OVER HOW CUTE HE IS
His own response is a little slower. Another thing he's unaccustomed to: people speaking so openly about how they feel about others?? Maybe his society was just a little more repressed than that...]
Thank you. I have enjoyed speaking with you as well.
[IF IT SEEMS A LITTLE AWKWARD, it's because it is. Ashitaka didn't really have an issue telling San she was beautiful as she held his sword to his throat, but this seemed a little more unwieldy (that, and he was dying from blood loss at the time, so, ya know).]
They are not yet completely gone, but I am not sure that would lift the curse if it were the case. The god that gave me this mark is long since dead, but an echo of his pain and hatred remains impressed upon me until I can discover a way to lift it.
I was told to search for the corruption's cause and to "see with eyes unclouded by hate" as my only means of finding a cure.
[Brief pause . . .] It has not been very clear advice.
[Especially when the mark itself seethes with hatred with every breath he takes, tempting him to do the same. It was not as pressing or painful here, but it was still a reminder.]
IT'LL WEAR OFF trust me :')
So it's not that awkward, really. He just lets it roll off his shoulder, laughing at how rigid the returned compliment is. Are they close enough for him to tease him yet? God, he wants to tease him for that.]
Thank you, Monsieur. Your words are too kind!
Or somethin' like that.
[Oh god, someone should smack this kid upside the head.
But Ryuji does knows a thing or two about hate. It's what fuels rebellion, it's like the Wheaties to his breakfast of champions, his innate mistrust of adults and everything that his home time period represents. He hated lots of people- Kamoshida, Shido, that drink vendor at the Shibuya station that charged him an exorbitant price for the grossest goddamn healthy drink he's ever had (fuck, Joker. Don't ever suggest that shit again). It's just a part of what keeps his passion... well, passionate.
So maybe he... no, definitely, he's not the right person to go to for advice for this sort of stuff. Give him something to smash, he's going to smash it.]
Dude, I dunno. Maybe you should take a yoga class or somethin'. I hear that makes people pretty chill.
But screw that guy. He ain't got no right takin' away your freedom like that.
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Something like that.
[Mostly parroting a phrase that's a little strange to him...
Like... he has no idea what yoga is, I'm sorry...
But anything taught in a class didn't seem like it would quite cut it.]
I am not sure if that would be it. I get the feeling is not something I am to learn, but to accomplish. Or perhaps prevent.
Regardless, I am not sure it is even possible here.
[The ball of lead that had broken the bones of and corrupted the god to a demon had led him to Irontown and to Eboshi, the woman that had lodged it within Nago's body. He had felt like he was close to the answer, especially after seeing Eboshi and San at one another's throats, but... to say that it was all an arrested development was an understatement.]
It is a sin to kill a god. I knew that there would be consequences the moment I lifted my bow.
I have found trying to search for where to place the blame is more exhausting than it is fruitful, though.
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But... he does smile something wicked when Ashitaka responds to him with the same phrase, albeit a little more formal and little less thug, but he likes it. He feels like Ashitaka shouldn't lower himself down to his own level. And it's okay if he doesn't know what yoga is (Ryuji honestly doesn't know either? like a bunch of people sitting in a room doing pre-workout stretches and moaning weirdly)]
It kinda seems like anything is honestly pretty possible here. I mean... look at it. We're in the middle of a revolution that neither of us got to live through.
There's thousands of accomplishments left. One of 'em has to be what you're looking for. And if it's not, we'll figure it out!
If we know one thing, it's that time is on our side. And if it's not, we'll pluck the curse right outta your heart. :)
[That's the shitty thing about blame. It's never put in the right place. Sighing, he closes out the chat window for now and comes back to it a little later.]
Screw it, then. Stop blaming, if it ain't gettin' you anywhere.
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I would have thought time to be very much against us.
[Though not in the sense that they were running out of it, but they were running up against those that could use it against them. The final fate that had befallen Xici was still vivid in Ashitaka's mind; he would not let it fade.]
You are right, though. We are told not to too drastically change the course of history, but there are many and more things that we can do to change things for the better.
And... yes. I am not sure it will be possible, but I am grateful you are willing to try.
[Ryuji's eventual response, which Ashitaka receives some time later as well, also gives a brief pause in response. It seemed like something one might not reply to verbally in person, but that's a level of interaction not offered through text...]
Yes. It is better to dedicate thought to something more productive.