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đź’€ skull ([personal profile] ryuji) wrote in [community profile] agoge2017-11-09 02:00 pm

>>@ENTERTHEDRAGON | @ALL

Anyone else getting a massive wave of culture shock? It's totally kicking my ass right now. I got a nice little gig set up here above a bar, but the catch is I gotta work. But yeah, people are coming and going like crazy around here. Weird outfits, weird hairstyles. Seeing everyone go crazy about freedom is pretty freakin' cool. Nobody needs some stuffy old dude sittin' in a golden high chair sucking his royal thumb and giving out orders all the time.

Not gonna lie, I've seen some pretty big palaces before, but I totally wanna raid the hell out of Versailles.

So anyway, is it like this all the time when you guys get a new mission? I've never been to Paris before, but I kinda know what it looks like from pictures back in my own time? Universe? Good luck getting your head around that shit, it's way too deep for me. I was all excited to see the Eiffel Tower, but apparently it's not gonna exist for like... a hundred years.
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[personal profile] lonelywar 2017-11-12 09:26 am (UTC)(link)
@ENTERTHEDRAGON If it is something that will quiet their questions, I believe it is a good option.

[He's so hopelessly lost in the culture shock of both the European continent and being thrust several hundred years in the future that agreeing to whatever is easiest for them to believe was best for him also.]

@ENTERTHEDRAGON That dissent is widespread, then. I have even heard many among the guard at the palace speaking of such things, more brazenly than I would've thought.

Their fervor does seem to be a good distraction from our inability to fit in, though.

I've also found you can leverage their belief in the equality of man, if necessary.


[Please be gentle, Ryuji. Suddenly being introduced to a cell phone might overwhelm Ashitaka completely. ): ]
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[personal profile] lonelywar 2017-11-14 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[It seemed noble, when he first mentioned it, though Ashitaka knew that there had to be a caveat coming, even if in the form of "what sucks though..."]

That is disheartening to hear.

I am not well-traveled, but from what I had seen, how commonplace it was to resort to spilling blood to achieve what one wanted was troubling. I have even met people I respect do such a thing, for they believe they are doing it for a just reason and that that reason washes away the blood from their hands.

You're right. It is a corruption inside them, a demon that blinds them to the pain they cause and pushes them forward.

I still haven't found a way to drive it out from them, however.
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... I READ THIS AND REALIZED MANY THINGS AND NOW IM VERY EXCITED

[personal profile] lonelywar 2017-11-16 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Ashitaka blinks, slowly, considering not only the darkness that he had observed within the hearts of San and Eboshi but also the evil that their conflict had driven to attack the land of his birth, at long last to where it was coiled, muzzled but not defanged, tangled with his own soul.

Immediately:]


How
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MMMMME TOO

[personal profile] lonelywar 2017-11-16 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Now it's Ashitaka's turn to take a moment, considering, lightly confused.]

Can you explain how this is done, and also why it would help?
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[personal profile] lonelywar 2017-11-16 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
[He can't even begin to understand how such a thing would be possible, but... if it were, it would be incredible. He wonders of what San and Eboshi held within themselves, what defenses they built around it. He had seen shadowed vestiges of them, though he had had no ability to affect them internally, only struggling to inhibit their actions.

But that brought up another question: was it right to change something fundamental about a person? Was it not simply robbing them of their ability to change themselves? As much as it fascinated him, Ashitaka felt troubled at the thought. Perhaps it was not the same. Their desires had seemed understandable—to provide for those forgotten, to defend the final land of the gods—but it had been how they went about it that had convinced him of their corruption.]


I... believe I understand. Whatever it was that was distorting that person and forcing their cruelty, you take out. It is only regrettable that the person could not come to such an internal decision themselves.

[There is a pause as he continues not continuing, but...]

What if the distortion in a person's soul was placed there by something else? Would you still be able to remove it?
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[personal profile] lonelywar 2017-11-16 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
[He hadn't meant to call his character into question. He amends this fairly swiftly:]

If you also weighed these concerns, I would not think that you would seek to abuse such a power.

I have also encountered people who would not listen to reason. I wish that I had such an ability at that time. Perhaps things would have turned out differently.


[Even if it had done something as small as force them to at least listen to him...

But the other claimed to have stolen from the heart of someone willing. Ashitaka hesitated once more. He knew from his experience of having a gunshot wound mended by the Great Forest Spirit, and yet it leaving behind his mortal curse, that he should not get too hopeful. But even more information about it would be useful. What he had to go on was so limited.

After a moment:]


Would you be able to tell if a person had something that could be stolen?
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[personal profile] lonelywar 2017-11-17 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
(ooc: I spent half the day trying to think if I should include "of the Emishi/formerly of the Emishi" but based on interview information I don't think it would really be part of his identity at this point... strokes my chin. regardless I leave it up to you what you want to find since it's ryuji's power [as I try to dig up all my p5 knowledge from months ago] but if you are interested in my input I would say... something is certainly There)

[He wrestled with similar struggles. The mark of the demon was a blight on him, but it also proved itself a boon in many ways. Ashitaka had always been a capable hunter and warrior, should the need arise, but with the strength the mark gave him, he could fight like a monster. It was a constant temptation, especially in a place such as this, with its living undercurrent of strife and violence. He had to constantly tell himself to give in to the hatred that Nago had imprinted upon him would do nothing, solve nothing - just like how, if he had killed Eboshi that day, it would not have stopped or solved that conflict either.

Still, he was curious. Curious if what he was plagued with was in a similar vein to what Ryuji was familiar in dealing with. He knew, however, that if he asked, it would reveal something that, up until this point, he had kept to himself. He did not think that knowledge of the demon's mark on him would endanger him or others, but... it had never seemed applicable to mention.

After another moment's consideration, his curiosity gets the better of him.]


My name is Ashitaka.

If you could search my name, I would be grateful to you.
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[personal profile] lonelywar 2017-11-20 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
[Ashitaka has no idea what a phone or an app is but he just assumes it's whatever magic Ryuji would use to make this work (close enough?).]

Thank you.

If it works as you have described, yes, I believe so.


[Unless he fell through some sort of loophole, as his affliction was something placed on him, not something that was a piece of his own personality.]
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[personal profile] lonelywar 2017-11-20 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
[The reply is... takes a bit longer to respond. He makes a fair argument, particularly since this is a favor he is offering to do him, but Ashitaka hasn't mentioned this topic to anyone here yet. It's not necessarily taboo. He had bared the mark to Eboshi, and San had witnessed its corrupting power on him as well.

He isn't sure why he'd wanted to hide it. Maybe because, here, its looming threat on his life wasn't nearly as pressing of an issue. He could almost pretend it wasn't happening - if not for the occasional reactions from the mark itself.

But no. He couldn't ignore it. It was his burden to bear.]


I will tell you whatever you want to know.

I ask this of you because I bear a curse. I am not sure if I can remove it here. I wonder if what you are able to do could affect it.
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[personal profile] lonelywar 2017-11-20 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.

[He hadn't known such a thing was even possible before it happened to him, and if the old wise woman had needed to consult the bones, surely she had never seen anything of its like in her life as well. But the war humans had declared upon the gods was new, as was its echoes reaching out as far as the hidden Emishi village Ashitaka once belonged to.]

COST has provided me with something that keeps it at bay, so if it is too dangerous for you, do not risk yourself.

[But, ah, yeah. That's a bit of a story. So Ashitaka, without a hint of arrogance, simply sends:]

I killed a god.

It had once been a god of the forest, corrupted into a rampaging demon by a ball of lead lodged within its body. It threatened my village, and so I killed it. In its anger, it cursed me before it died.
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[personal profile] lonelywar 2017-11-20 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
[Not the language he would've used, but...]

Some that I have met certainly are difficult to deal with.

[The Great Forest Spirit had brought him back to life, but not removed his curse? And Moro had threatened to kill him if he came back to their clan's den... definitely a mixed bag.

But, wait, hold on -]


You have had dealings with gods also?

[Others he had spoken to here had only talked of them in the abstract, thinking Ashitaka strange when he talked frankly of dealing with them in earnest.]
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don't judge him for his fashion...

[personal profile] lonelywar 2017-11-27 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
Most of the gods I encountered would be content to rule over their own lands, should they not have been interfered with.

From what you have described of this god, it sounds like it deserved such treatment.


[Again, coarser language and methods than Ashitaka would use, but... he respects Ryuji for it, in a way.]

Is such malevolence from gods typical in your world?
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[personal profile] lonelywar 2017-11-27 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't even have the cultural wherewithal to understand what a holy grail might've been in a normal context. Regardless of what it was, it certainly stood to be an even greater threat for life than anything Ashitaka had seen from the gods of the forest and the mountains. A humbling thought.]

The gods I have encountered did not have such a power over man. They merely waged war with those that trespassed too far into their lands, though it seemed to be a losing battle.

Those men that I have seen have also lost their awe and respect of the gods.
I can see how they might progress to a time where they had forgotten them.


[The times had been changing. Ashitaka vaguely remembered, through a haze of pain, the arguments of the wolf and boar clans. That with the diminishing power of the gods, as humans invaded and stole their land, that the gods-blessed creatures were growing small and dumb as their common counterparts. And yet it was a riddle he hadn't had the chance to solve, an open wound left in his own personal path. With no ability to do anything about it now, he can do little more than try not to dwell upon it.]

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